Yesterday I celebrated summer solstice…. and reflected on all my recent choices and my recent mishaps and change. Normally after change I get on a plane and find myself again. But I haven’t got the enthusiasm to do that. The friends I have around me are all gifted in some way shape or form. I think I will go to Switzerland next month. I need too, the calling has been so strong to go there for two years now. And I think I am ready for whatever this journey has in store for me. Also decided that I am getting a van and traveling Europe …. I can’t say in this place anymore it’s suffocating me ….